Not today....
I caused enough controversy, enough pain, sparked too much stomach churning, grabbed too much attention......yesterday.
Look elsewhere, there are terrific places to visit, wonderful people to see and read. Sometimes it's far too easy to be an attention whore and I will admit to succumbing. I'm conscious of it, I really am and I think, no, I know, it effects my actions. I'll feel a little too much self importance, a litle too much relevance, and I'll attempt to counteract by lavishing some praise, albeit deserved, on others in a post, in comments. Scroll down, when you see me mention you, that's what I'm doing. Don't get me wrong, it's sincere and as I said, deserved, and genuine and I really feel and mean those things I say.....but it's my way of deflecting some of what I feel I don't deserve, back to you.
See you next week, enjoy your weekend, thanks for your support and wonderful comments and if you see *whispers* her, tell her I love her....but I'll probably be there with her anyway, tellin' her, that I do.
Look elsewhere, there are terrific places to visit, wonderful people to see and read. Sometimes it's far too easy to be an attention whore and I will admit to succumbing. I'm conscious of it, I really am and I think, no, I know, it effects my actions. I'll feel a little too much self importance, a litle too much relevance, and I'll attempt to counteract by lavishing some praise, albeit deserved, on others in a post, in comments. Scroll down, when you see me mention you, that's what I'm doing. Don't get me wrong, it's sincere and as I said, deserved, and genuine and I really feel and mean those things I say.....but it's my way of deflecting some of what I feel I don't deserve, back to you.
See you next week, enjoy your weekend, thanks for your support and wonderful comments and if you see *whispers* her, tell her I love her....but I'll probably be there with her anyway, tellin' her, that I do.

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