And the road goes on forever

1. I loved everything about going to a large university during a highly charged tumultous period.
2. I should have been more serious about the academic part.
3. I've left college twice.
4. I owe my career success to my feelings of inadequacy about not finishing school.
5. Every time I would get a promotion they would tell me it would be my last because of my lack of formal education.
6. They were wrong.
   
7. I did not try to avoid the draft and I'm glad I was a soldier even though I hated it at the time.
8. When I was in training in the Army I commented to a company clerk about how much I loved The Fountainhead which he was reading at the time. He befriended me and got me a key administrative position at Fort Knox.
9. Because I worked for the Inspector General's office and we handled Congressional inquiries I was kept stateside for two years and avoided going to Viet Nam.
   
10. After I got out of the Army I went 3 years without a haircut.
11. I was having phone sex long before it was called phone sex and was recognized as a sexual outlet. It began out of necessity and seperation.
12. It continued because I love it and am quite good at it. It can last for hours.
13. Until the past few years I always had a love in my life.
14. I prefer a love in my life but can be, and am, happy without someone.
15. I love that anything is possible.
16. I've done most drugs, some of them many times.
17. I liked being high.
18. I used to occasionally smoke dope on the way to work, even when I was at an executive level.
19. Sometimes I miss getting stoned but at this point in my life it's not worth the risks.
20. I've read thousands of books and I still have most of them. I just moved dozens of boxes of books.
21. A measure of success is being able to buy hardback books. I love hardback books.
22. I married too young and that fact contributed to the demise of that marriage as much as anything else.
23. I married my second wife twice. Long story.
    
24. I don't think of my marriages as failures because of my three wonderful children.
25. I have never been faithful to a wife but have been faithful in my last 3 long term relationships.
26. I think that means it's better to be my girlfriend than my wife.
27. I had a promiscuous phase that lasted far too long.
28. If I had another chance I would probably be just as promiscuous.
29. I find sensual pleasures addictive. No, I mean really addictive.
30. I've lived in one city all my life except for college and the Army but have travelled extensively, both for business and pleasure.
31. Business travel taught me not to be intimidated out in the world.
32. I'm an excellent negotiator and people reader.
33. Those attributes and my ability to express myself are the reasons for any success I may have attained.
34. I hate having people work for me. At first I loved it. You learn.
35. I must talk during sex.
36. I love watching a woman make herself cum for me. Always have, always will. Not sure I could be happy with a woman who wouldn't do that for me.
37. I love having a woman watch me.
38. The two most sexually submissive women in my life were the most successful and powerful in their careers and the most educated.
39. I don't need for a woman to be sexually submissive but it can be quite enjoyable.
40. I lean toward being a dominant personality but in a reserved manner if that makes sense.
41. I'm almost never loud.
42. I love making people laugh.
43. I want to be an actor, even now.
44. I never tire of watching women, anywhere, everywhere, all the time.
45. I came about as close to death as you can and still come back. I was watching and aware and very much at peace. No dramatic white light, life flashing stories.
46. That brush changed my life dramatically.
47. I'm poor at disciplining myself.
48. Speaking of discipline, I've never spanked any of my children.
49. I both love and hate being this old. Don't patronize me and tell me it's not old, it is, you'll find out.
50. I'm very young on the inside.